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it started at 3 , when i had to wake myself up from my sleep to see what was wrong with my mum , she was extremely sick.. and i had to look after her since then. my sister was also crying , crying like she needed something , but i didnt know what . i actually didnt know what to do all at. since everything happened in one flick , it was to sudden , too soon ; i didn`t know waht to do , or how to react to the situation that was commencing at that time. i then didnt get any sleep at all. i also didnt go to school today , i didnt have the strength to go school , and plus ; my mum and sister couldnt stay alone , since my mums boyfriend was at work ;
when he came back from work , we took my mum to the hospital. i was there for awhile , waiting to see if my mum is ohkay , and also looking after my sister. she didnt cry at all . which made everything easier that i imagined. my day wasnt great . it was super cold. and i felt like i was dying . i felt the coldness rush into my skin, i felt like raging .. but then again i didnt want to rage because i was at a hospital. and so gg to me T___T ” . so anyways , i got home at like 4:30 ? ; and tried to get some sleep .. when it was seriously impossible. i had to much on my mind. and so i didnt sleep but sat around , trying to find something to do. aaaaaah. so fucking lame… i couldnt get my boyfriend out of my mind , and also my mum .. =( i miss my boyfriend alot..
even when it rains , it makes me miss him more 
babe i miss you terribly..(U)
uhmms. that was about it , that was my whole day .. hopefully my mother gets better , and hopefully it doesnt rain tomorrows , i hate going to schol when it rains , because i end up getting super wet and soaked. aaaaaaaah. gg to me.. </3
get well mummy (L)
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